G
5th of november
Bm
when I walked you home..
Em
that's when I nearly said it
C
but then said "forget it", and froze..
G Bm
do you remember..? you probably don't..
Em
'cause the sparks in the sky
took a hold of your eyes
C -D
while we spoke..
G
yesterday, drank way too much
Em
and stayed up too late..
Am
started to write what I wanna say..
deleted the message
C D
but I still remember it said..
Chorus
G
I wish I was who you drunk
Bm
texted at midnight,
wish I was the reason you
Am
stay up till 3
and you can't fall asleep..
C D
waiting for me to reply..
G
I wish I was more than just someone
Bm
you walk by wish
I wasn't scared to be
Am
honest and open
instead of just hoping
C Cm
you'd feel what I'm feeling inside..
G
april the 7th..
Bm
and nothing has changed..
Em
it's hard to get by
C
when you're still on my mind every day
G
sometimes I question..
Bm
if you feel the same..?
Em
do we make stupid jokes?
tryna hide that we're both
C D
too afraid.. to say
Chorus
G
I wish I was who you drunk
Bm
texted at midnight,
wish I was the reason you
Am
stay up till 3
and you can't fall asleep..
C D
waiting for me to reply..
G
I wish I was more than just someone
Bm
you walk by wish
I wasn't scared to be
Am
honest and open
instead of just hoping
C Cm
you'd feel what I'm feeling inside..
Am
oh, and here we go again
D
destroying myself to keep a friend
Bm
hiding away 'cause I was afraid
C -Bm
you'd say no..
Am
I wonder if I cross your mind
D
half as much as you do mine
Bm
if I tell you the truth..
C Cm
what will I lose? I don't know..
G
I wish I'd sent you that drunk
Bm
text at midnight
I was just scared it would
Am
ruin our friendship
but I really meant it
C Cm
I wonder how you would reply..
